ohgosh

it really is.
(:
today was sucha long day.
8-5pm.
Yes, Group A pple are the most unfortunate ones.
sigh*.
despite my outs for those who comply with doctors,
as well as my insistence that docs knw best,
i stubbornly returned my crutches to the doc today.
i figured that im getting so dependent on them
and i cant even travel ard without ppl noticing my disability.
and i shan't have to trouble Jason, Kobe, Felix, Ali or whoever to send me ard for MY immobility.
yes.
-call for independence say?
Kobe dearest just left my place.
watched russell peters tog.
tho he barely understood it cos he's frm china,
but he's the rappiest, funkayest, wannabe ever!
(and i mention this without insults intended)
(: he fetched me home.
that sweet lil thing.
but friendship only gets this far-
i shall keep my distance.
what i call: safety border.
(:
ohyesohyes.
nw that my leg's almost healed, (or so i claim)
im left with the bloody car to wait for!
yippie.
i can drive again (once my post-trauma's over)
and elliot, we'll ride the town together now,
wont we? (:
watched a HIV video for Theme 2 today.
gosh it was so draggy.
(no insults intended)
but it was quite interesting when someone said:
"The side effect of a pain-less existance is death".
how does one ever learn to live with death.
its ironic yes?
-nods.
i missed out a lot on lectures cos im more into shifting my weight around with that bloody annoying crutches.
and tryin not to hit ppl or annoy them when im limping on campus.
and now,
im lost interms of theme 3 for this week.
yikes!
oh yes and i just got my rural placement!
oh wow. whats new-
BENDIGO.
yes fucking bendigo.
pls dont get me wrong. i love that place
but its NOT rural.
gosh.
meddies actually go out for drinks at pubs at night.
a town with enough alcohol and babes
is NOT rural to me.
and whats worse,
well, i guess you'll figure the WORST is yet to come,
when i rant it all on my blog once im done with the placement.
one week of hell it'll be.
for me at least.
cos' i knw for a fact,
i pray every night for a change.
anddddd i got my exam results.
let's just keep that to mum.
rembr. mum's the word.
and right now,
i wish i had done better.
sigh >.<
-slaps forehead
cant blame me with all that talcott parson SHIT ROLE concept
and that cystic fibrofuck shit.
gosh.gosh.gosh.