passed. one day.

just calling up home from melb seemed so trivial
but upon talking to my NANA,
iloveyou with all my heart!!
and also to danielle and sarah jie!!,
i realised,
I HAVE TO GO HOME IN JULY.

its the reality that nana isnt doing well.
and danielle and sarah and i NEED TO CATCH UP.
and the simplest love
of seeing my fam-
esp the kiddos.
i realllyyyyyy miss home rite now.
-nostalgia-.

listening to seriouslyyyy sappy songs is really not helping.
butttt wtf.
:S
now i can fully explain why the f- im so sad.
its sappy, useless love-heartbroken songs' fault
all the whys and the hows and the when will you come back shit
is really gettin up mah nerves.
someone turn that bloody tune off.
its been running in my head for a wee bit too long.
and yes,
im missin ...

called ky my bungbo last nite.
it sounded 'excited.
purely cos i was.
and poor youuu,
tired frm all the trainings and stresses in schwk.
well,
it was bloody good to hear ur voice.
apart frm the constant ramblings of the meddies,
it was worthwhile.
hearing you talk,
i gave my first smile.
of the entire month.

yes,
its been a month already.

i cant even rembr how the roads in spore work.
only my hse to church and to alameen.
the rest is just a blur.
i need a retour of my home.
moving to hazelpark is gonna be fun.
but i mite just live in cashew hgts still.
hazelpark will DEF be overcrowded.
wahahaha (:

ohhohhhohhh.
me n tiffie dearest have been talking practically EVERYDAY on the phone!!
gotta say,
THANK YOU dear!!
i miss u alot now,
hahaha not used to not talkin to you alr.
(: tho we prolly cant see each other in july or smth,
study hard
and i'll be callin u...
mayb tmr?? hahaha
loveeee ya.
(btw dont worry bt me. ITS nt failing. yet)

to megg:
IM DEPRESSED.
i hate all those *toot* men.
wahahaha.
imu and love youuu
mwahhhs*
thks for calling.
and listening so well.
(: love.

just rembrd,
you r back in spore since this morning.
and im stil here.
it gave me a head start to realise how diff we r.
and i cant start to explain hw much i wish i was home too.
and it bugs me that we're like this.
cos' i tried.
i really did.
you just dint notice.
and nw with tiff,
(and our secret to FORGET)
i realise,
i cant have you.
you're jst not into me.
and i dont have to take that.