there

should i settle for companionship to fulfil temporary sanity,
or
should i suffer a f*ckload of isolation for a greater good??

been up all night for a week since i got here,
pondering and self-searching for the answer.
but i figured,
i already know the answer,
i just don't know how to get about choosing it.
:S
complicated ehs.
typical.

listening to songs like "sometimes love jst aint enough"
and "what if"
etcetc.
it really doesnt help. the shuffle play on media player SUCKS.
somehow,
it neverrrrrrr plays songs like "i finally found someone"
or "more than words" OR SMTH NICE.

bloody hell.
now its Spanish Guitar by Toni Braxton.
OKKKAYYY.
clearly it dint get my hint. hahahhahhaa ((((:

And you dont know,
you dont even know that i exist.

NICE song.
well lifes a b*tch. pout*
i hate clayton. oh welll actualie i hate melb. clayton is a nice clean neighbourhood.
i wish i was home.
right where you are.
whats life studying, when family n frens are far at hand?

erghhh coldplay has a hold on me now.POUT!!

what if you should decide that you dont want me there by your side
that you dont want me there in your life.
woooooooo lets try .
how would you know it if you wont even try.