what if- you should decide that you dont want me by your side.

okie. dont mind the title of this entry.
im hooked onto Coldplay's "what if".
ha. weird song to be hooked onto,
cos the tone isnt that catchy.
but its weeeeeeird.
its... RELEVANT.
=/

i officially suffer from insomnia.
someone pls save me.
i cant believe how much shit my mind churns out when its so restless.
i start hallucinating (WELL... imagining wld b a good word).
and i start contemplating the worst case scenarios.
that could potentially put me into a mental ward if i carried on any further
=S

as for my fruitless attempts to fall into slumber,
i REALLY need a cure.
a great big knockout that could leave me snoring for hours.
=))))))
no no,
seriously.
i can just LAY THERE.
period.

shoutout to B. my ns boyyyy:::
BABBBBBBY you darlin thing!!
thanks for the nice nice nice reply last night.
THO IT COULD BE A POSSIBILITY AS TO WHY I COULDNT SLEEP.
hhahhaha jokin B.
well.
thanks tho.
after i got the msg, i cried like a b*tch.
but then again,
i cried myself to sleep!
so either way,
im good. =) thanks love.
suddenly,
studying away from home isnt sucha bad thing after all.
cos' i know that...
you're beside me no matter where i am.

(: have i told you lately that i love you??
have i told you theres NO ONE ELSE above you??