erghhh*

IM THE PISSIEST OFF EVER.
mr im-so-fucking-good-with-the-girls-that-i-can-cheat-on-them,
please get ur facts right.
i wasnt exactly having the BEST time of my life away from home,
away from my family,
away from my friends,
and away from you.
and bloody get your grey matter intact.
2 bloody weeks isnt exactly the LONGEST time period.
and literally holding two girls' hearts with your bare hands is a sin.
i don't think you understand the severity of what you're doing,
but thank God im sensible enough not to choke you,
and murder you after that.
and for all the SHIT you do to others and myself,
i think im starting to pity BBWW for her situation now.
shredded by you.

too bad i was too blind to see.
what you do to me.
and i wouldnt stop to notice.
you werent in love with me.

I wish i could tell you how much i wish you were out of camp,
and how much i pity you being in confinement.
but i wont,
cos' you're oh-so-cool in your own lil' werld
that others just dont matter.
and for what it's worth,
i spent 3 hours/$79/6cheesecakes/etcETC
just to realise i was in denial.
denial of the truth that i knew would kill me.
so i DID believe in a lie (even after foolishly confessing to myself)
but guess what Mr-Right,
im done with you.
take your things and be on your way.
thank you very much.