life's just so.

today is one of the most joyous and rewarding day!!!
nana is OUT of that cheesy UNDESERVING hell-hole.
like finalllllllllly.
my prayers have been answered.
she's still weak as ever,
but God's been goooooood =)

as for me n becky's doc.
we finallyyyyyy got to Hougang today to get our problem checked.
and boohoo.
we came back realising we went to the wrong doctor but right clinic.
pouts*
so we assume its not gonna work,
arghhhs.
wtf.
anyways....
tmr is nana's birthday,
HOPEFULLY it goes well without certain ANNOYANCES
(as i may add).
not that life's getting any better with nana out
cos she's a hell lotta nursing to be attended to with her walking allllllllllllll ard the fuckin hse.
but overall....
its goooooood =)

mummy is comin down to sg on 16th!!!
yay for my bday.
glad to know that she is.
cos its been yearsssssssssss since i last saw her.
and she's changed i heard.
hopefully its a good one.
:)
pretty soon i'll head home.
to melb ...
but i cant seem to get sad.
i tryyyyyyy but i know inside im reallyyyyy not.
its just plain to be here ,
so aimlessly.
waiting for everyone else while my life wastes away here.
at least in melb....
i got STUDYING and all.
lol.
big joke. =)