gone like the wind.

ok update update.
pls.

life isnt good at all.
lemme tell u bout my embarassing ydae
=S

we went Castle.
its high time clubbing.
i drank 7 "151"s
2 vodka shots
3 guiness stout.
no one told me u ct mix beer with shots.
eeeeeek.
so i got high n den DRUNk
big time dude.
i started crawling all over.
n i puked a total of 9 times in the club
the bouncer chased me out
n carried me =/
i cried ALOT
n screamed alot.
i fought with gerry over dunno-wat oso.
i told kris n michelle to fuck off.
n i called naoki (some jap cutie)
i forced him to like me (fer some reason)
n shouted at him.
nw he's MAJOR pissed with me n refuses to talk to me.
im ashamed.

anyway...
i danced so much b4 i was drunk.
after that....
i cldnt walk. i kept puking.
kept crying fer hours.
shahid (the best bro dude!!!) hugged me fer 3 hrs running.
n somehw,
he was the ONLY one i allowed to touch me at all.
anyway....
it sucked.
its so embarassing.
somemore every ard was like asking my frens if i needed someone to carry me.
obvious JERKS.
anyway...
my jeans was falling TOO low,
my tube top was falling too low too.
n the tube bottom was getting too high.
so i looked naked.
im sorry shahid fer puking all over u .
n breaking ur back with my fatty weight.
im sorry gerry fer literally fighting with you
n attempting to punch youuuuu.
im sorry arif, omar, trilly, helen, pratab, hanson
fer being sucha loser.
n embarassing u all.
im reallllllllly sorry naoki.
i hp u ate the food i bot specially fer u.
n i hp u will let me explain jst ONE min.
i really hope u noe u mean alotttttt to me.

i m hopeless dudettes.
i promise nv to drink agn.
i ruined my life in a nite.
ONE nite was all it took to break 11 frenships.
i din mean to.
sorrie.
n i heard many pple confessing to me.
WHOAAAAa.
n if it even helps,
i must say,
i DUN rembr anitink.
all i noe is shahid n michelle telling me bout last nite.
n waking up in Nick's apartment.
im really sorrie fer all the puking n stuffs.
i cant explain the shit im facing now.