saturday's NO fever

*maybe somethings changing,
or maybe we just stopped tryinggg*

why?

alriteyy. today's sat.
No good.
stuck at home zoning.
nt even doing work.
its bad.
its like this need to study just died off.
and i talked to B yday.
OMG,
it was so dead.
felt tat mayb we just stopped trying?
yeah.
YOU stopped.
i never did.
anyhow, ate Breakfast with Rio.
he's gg back Msia too.
sighs.
-pouts-
i wish i wish i wish
i cld c meg,
linn,
belly n Co.,
Churchies,
IJ babes.
nahhhhhhs.
no more daydreaming rach!

i miss so much.
and theres so much here to do.
i cant go back.
becky mite come to visit.
fer like 3 pathetic days.
better den none.
but i wanna just stop looking at books all day
n pretend i can mk it fer Med.
cus im so tired of attempting.
tired of trying.
bleeds to know
im nt okayyyy.