hw can u just walk out the door.

its tuesday.
i started this week off badddddd again.
so wrong.
i shld hv listened to shahid.
i din.
nw becky has left.
and im here to get started on work!!!
yay.
rachel is gonna start anew.
n just as i told myself that,
gerry comes in drunk again.
n i took him in.
i helped him.
and did everythink frm the begining.
many mite b tinking,
wtfffffffffffff.
but no.
im jst being a gd fren.
like i promised him.

wtf is with me.
thks sar p n vally babes.
i noe u all mean well.
but at the same time,
no one lives without sorrow
or pain.
no one gets the best of everitink.
nw,
im so far from u dudettes.
wish i wasnt physically alone here.
wells,
u noe i still love u all dude.
mwahhhhhhhhhs