a special entry fer meaghan see.

-=specially fer meggs my darlinkk=-
it never quite occurred,
that we'll be on opposite sides of the werld.
we promised each other As in school.
"together we'll make it,
just me and y.o.u"
it seemed impossible to achieve so,
but both you and I know,
:: we've made it. we've won it ::
i think of you every minute.
its like we're made fer each other.
in times of good and bad weather.
when its sunny you'll run in vain.
when its stormy you'll stand in the rain.
i picture you just standing there,
no matter wad others think you wouldnt care.
we seem so far
upon a wishing star
i know you are
m.i.n.e.
im selfish cus' i need you,
but im selfless when i love you.
tho i may not always contact you.
but i cant deny i dont mis you.
i have OUR picture upon the wall,
sometimes when i see it, i can hear you call.
you tell me to find someone to be there with me,
but we both know a secret only US is meant to be.
i think back on life and the times we've been thru,
i cant seem to forget anythink abt you.
nt tat i want to but if i did try,
im sorry, i just din wanna cry
whenever you called or msged my phone,
u cld hear from my sadness, u cld hear from my tone.
and nw im tearing, oh god, megg i love you.
God has been so good, to have let me found y.o.u.


i miss you meggs. thanks fer ur call (again!!) yday.
call me anitime alrite?
you noe, ive never been happier ever since i got here
than to hear the pureness of your voice upon the fone.
it resonates in me.
and everytime we talk,
im zoning out, cus i tink back of IJ days.
we did everytink galfrens wld do.
we chatted on e fone,
told LAME jokes (and i mean LAMEEEE cus meg has no life)
and we'll still luff,
nt cus its funny
but cus of the extent of our retardation.
we always went starbucks or coffeebean
to TRY to study/
end up rating guys or comment LOUDLY on school nerds.
or how we'll be one soon.
(never quite got there yet huh?)
we imagined AC as our fav sch.
how the cool-er ppl r there.
we wld gossip bout the TRUTH.
bout hw annoyin ppl in class
wld say they din study,
but mugggggg at home. (REMBR? AHEM***)
haha.
we even criticised jap looking weirdos.
and looked at ourselves and start luffin again.
cus we found ourselves no better.
(but we wld compliment ea other once inawhile)
its a ego-boosting exercise!!
we tried KAP too.
was a disaster, how we acted nerdy
by planning to study fom early morning.
but we both woke up late and ended at KAP 11am instead.
what a coincidence.
and how we ended up gainin wgt from eating macs so much.
ohhh and how you met my church pals
and they kept bullying a boy Bernerd
and you din understand a ting that was gg on
(and i noe u probably forgot too)
but we ended up telling each other lame stuff "under the table"
and we'd luff to ourselves like imbeciles.
GOSH.
N hw i wld insist on walking u back NO MATTER WAD.
eeeeek. it was scaryyy.
and how you used to try lose wgt/exercise by walking back fr HV
n hw i WANNA lose wgt but im too lazy to walk,
so we'd COMPROMISE.
walk to the next, and the next, and the next bus stop
den take a cab.
hw i tried to scare u bout haunted places
but ended up scaring myself.
and we'd hold hands sooo tight,
that we'd start running.
n i wanna run forever like this.
with you.
take my hand and we'll flyyyyyyyyy.
from here.
n nw we're older,
more intellectual (i hope)
and all i wanna do is study again with you,
grow old with you.
and sing songs with you (even when we sound like crows)
and stay over at ur place and PROMISE nt to fall ill.
hehehe.
and watch movies when we're bored.
and shop when we need gifts.
andddddd love you when i do.
mwahhhhhhhhs ilu meggs. and i always will.