busy as a bee. *buzzzzzzz*

writing postcards to everyone invited to my birthday. just a small, simple goodbye notes. tears welling up in mie eyes alr... sighs* the air tickets r booked. on 19th. CONFIRMED! sighs again. gg by british airlines cos SQ n Quantas all booked le. sighs, oh well... kinda feelin yi han to go. so much to grasp. i cant explain how i miss linn, meggs my darlinks n everyone else. sighs. i miss baobei so much. i miss my family esp cousins n sisters, i miss shopping in spore. the food. -yummylicious- i miss evertink here. even the radio stations. cos aussie's stations reallie suck... or so i heard. sighs. must meet megs soon. miss her dearly. i miss EVERYONE. including youuuu... ok ok..must learn to let go. the only ting tats missing fer this perfect new year's is youu. i dunno hu u r. or hu im looking fer. i just noe im missing someone. sighs. or 2005 would have been a blaSt fer me. sighs.wells, since a new year is here. gotta have a good ol' new year resolution.here goes. -study realllllie hard fer med sch. DUN SLACK. -save up cash. spend WISELY. -be independent in Aussieland. -DUNT cry when parting at airport. (it will nv happen) -live alone. fer once. -score almost a perfect score at IELTS test n exams. -remember those back in Spore. -progress towards my lifelong goal (fer abused pple)

tats abt all. wells hope all goes well. oh YA. last but NOT least,... i hope to stay single thru out my medical course till i return at... 23. den get married at 24. HAHAHA. i oso wish i WONT get cheated physically, financially or mentally in Aussie. esp since im all alone n oh-so-gullible. sighs. ohhhh lastly (again...), i hope youuu kept ur promise. i wanna c u when i reach spore again.