im nt mad

i know its a terrible thing to blog when ure mad at sm1
(esp the boyfriend)
but once again,
IM GONNA!

YOU'RE TIRED???
arent u alr used to it, being 5th year in the fucking army?
youre mad you waited a couple of hrs on msn
WHEN I DIDNT TELL U TO.
and you think i was dancing ard nude or sth?????
i had to STUDY my arse off jst so i can go home to you in end nov instead of mid dec.
and YOURE THE ONE COMPLAINING??

i have to work 4 nights a week till 4 the fucking morning jst to eat and LIVE
when all you do is 1 9-5 job.
and im nt baggin your livelihood
but PLEASEEEE dont patronise me now!
you knw very well im suffering with too much work and studying and exams and bills and what not
and there you go with your fucking army
you joined it.
now go accept it!

you want everything ur way
like my airticket home
but you cant even accept MY schedule~!!!
you drive me up the wall smtimes, NOT LITERALLY
and its gonna kill us both one day.

and all i can keep faith in, is that it isnt ONE DAY SOON.