am i very demandin?

(ok rhetorical qn right there)

i try not to be but its so tough! ok i am spoilt (or WAS spoilt)
by random others.
and to stoop myself jst to fit a new standard is hard work!

i work all night (literally. my first shift as a wedding waitress last night was fun but shit tiring!)
and i only worked till 12am. can u imagine if i have to work till the usual 2am?
its not fair. but what is, right?

i slog all night so when the boy comes,he comes with style and a bit of comfort here and there. like steak outs on weekends
and crown casino when bored.
and cheesecake in the middle of the night when he asks.
and things like these arent cheap in melb!
i needed a job and now im working.
and i jst wish that i get, in all modesty, some form of recognition.

a simple thanks for everything,
or at least talk to me on the phone without whining.
and all that.
ok phonebill is high, but what isnt?
my education is impt. so is my social life.
but all is going dwn with this job.
and i wont complain if i got some damn reciprocation. (if thats even a word)
tsk.

so much for hardwork and returns.

i wish i was still a child!!

enuf bout that.
did i tell u that my first day out at work was a highsch prom.
a catholic sch, may i add.
and after grace, the first song was "i kissed a girl and i liked it..."
HAHA.
and then, after much dismay frm the principal's view,
the song of the day came up "i wanna make love in this club, in this club..."
HAHAHA

i tell u !!
the waiters couldnttttt stop giggling.
you shldve seen. it was bliss to watch 16/17 yr olds fight over some "hot" chic in short dress and a thong, wagging her butt away on the dancefloor to "billy jeans is not my lover" haha.

i love this job.
tsk