me

you knw what,
i cant do this anymore.
i cant rant abt you.
its unhealthy to store so much disappointment and anger towards a person,
who for one- did stay by me when i needed someone.
and two- had the humility to leave me alone after.

i dont think anyone, ANYONE (cheaters, bastards, losers, weirdos, dickheads, anals etc etc),
deserve the bitch treatment.

i will let go.
as of now.
i will smile, and i will mean it.

ive been stockking my tummy with wayyy too much snacks and feelgoodfood jst to mk myself feel better, when really,
im dying- inside and out.

im plumper than usual jst cos i have no selfctrl
and inside im feeling shit. all over again.

and so,
in an attempt to self-preserve,
i am gonna love me.