i miss you.

im bored.

came super duper early to cabrini to do clexane injections.
normal. fun tho.
got to chat with like all the sweeeeeet old ladies in the ward.
it was soooo funny i tell u.

all were soooooo stubborn. kept insisting they can manage when one of em almost fell getting up frm bed.
i tell u.
i dont knw why,
or how,
but i saw my nana in every one of them.
i saw her smile.
it was radiant as ever
and i cant seem to forget a single thing abt her.
not even her words and naggings.
and even the times she made me mad, i stil rembr.

one lady in particular in the ward realllllllllly looked a lil like nana
and i saw her eyes.
oh man. i couldve jst weeped talking to her.

i miss her.
erghhs.

andddd
today i got orthopaedic surgery. OH MANNNN hope it doesnt take too long.
i cant stand standing ard the theatre on hours chiselling bone, whackin the bijesus out of hips, sawing randoms and nailing it into the hip joint- the utmost carpenter-like job i'd ever see.
(:

buttt to top today off- its the end of the month alr!
wooot!
new bills again. but whats more-
the smell of spore is getting so close i can hardly breathe. (: