life is mundane right now.
i go about doing what i HAVE to do.

i study, tutor to support myself, pay bills, find thrifty things to kill time, clean the house, and study again.

i dont even shop anymore cos its not smth i HAVE to do.
jst smth i wish i'd go back to doing soon! (:

and im bored.
i have nth to do which actually excites me.
even eating seems more of a chore now too.

today, start work reallyyyy late. like 1.30pm.
soooo i got up early still. went grocery shopping, topped up petrol, etc things like that.
(as ive mentioned, things i HAVE to do)
anddd got ard to doing my pathology work due this week.
SEE I HAVE NO LIFE> even when i dont have work, im still doing some form of work or labour.
and i have to give tuition today.

this is really starting to suck for me
i work freaking far from home jst to earn a measly amount to support my daily needs and meds.
THIS REALLY IS NOT HOW I PICTURED MY LIFE.