i want christmas now.

BELLLY AHHHH
all ur posts on lyrics and all so sweettttttt
aiyooo im so happy for you bel.
hope he's the one.
and that FINALLYYYYYYY you get what you deserve for ever-so-long.
seriously.
im so happy for you im becoming jealous hahahahha (:
jkkkkk.

haiii
i cant wait to go back to spore at year end.
yes i knw how much ive ranted on abt how hot or yucky spore is
and how i jst wish i was permanently in melb.
buttt then,
my family- oh so cute lil sisters whom i adore jst every sec i tink of them,
and my daddy poooo whos jst the coolest and most caring dad one cld have.
and my older sisters- they knw how much they mean to me- EVERYTHING.
and my stepmom Ad. the support i need no matter where i go.

life is shitty sometimes
ok maybe alll the time.
esp here in melb now.
COLD AS SHIT.
EXAMS HARD AS SHIT.
FEELING DISTANT FRM HOME AS SHIT.
everything's shitty ard here now.
but you knw what-
im happy with what i was born with. my uber duber lovelyyyyy binnys.
i get calls frm daddy ALLL THE TIME (:
and i msn w becky a lot too.
and my mummy writes to me and sends me rations (hah thats what i call her parcels. since im so dying here.)
sarah's always there on the line when i cry or am bored.
and the babiesssssssss. OOOO SO CUTE I TELL YA!
always snatching the phone frm each other to talk to me.
and fer some reason
NEVER actually say a word once they got the phone. hah
how adorable.

i dont knw why i suddenly thot of bloggin abt my family.
mayb cos i had a dream abt christmas.
and ohhhh boy was it b.l.i.s.s.