happy anni babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh

today started off greatttttttttt, i tell ya!
woke up in time for the early mass at church.
and since my car is wogged, lets jst say hah,
i had to walk. and nooo its not that far. prolly 10mins or so.

the thing is, right,
i missed church 2 weeks in a row , honestly,
cos' i was pissed at God for a lot of things.
(one of them being my car. another being aaryanna. the other being my roommate.)
and a lotttttttttt of stuff like exams and all the $kaaching probs that have been putting me down lately.
and i KNOW its bad/wrong/ignorant/selfish of me to miss mass
but if u were me,
trust me,
you'd rather kill urself and go to hell
than ever see God again.

BUT TODAY WAS DIFFERENT.

i went to the EARLY mass *cough-faithful rach- cough*
heh.
anddddddddddd it started to rain jstttttttttt 2 mins b4 mass ended.
and i was shitting myself cos i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cold, wet walks home.
i took a step out of the church
and first thot in my mind-
oh god. forgive me.
andddddddddddddddddddddd (i knw its too dramatic to be a real miracle, but its one to me!)
it totally stopped raining.
like period.
and the sun was freakkkkkkkkkkin bright.
(kinda like the effect of its heat drying up the muddy paths hehe)
and then i strollllllllllllled home, hopping with each step,
and the second i reached the door to get my keys,
THE rain started pouringgggggggggggggggggggg.

ok so its prolly a coincidence.
but i feel so much better today.
abt myself. my life. my faith.

and today is our anniversary! 1 month. heh
we're back to the highsch days of celebrating each second being tog. hahah

and yes.

i wanna say ilu* baby.
cant wait for tonight!!
we're goinggggg to the worlds' largest ferris wheel (yes its down here for a mth or so)
and we're going to watch knocked up
thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sammy boy is cooking ME DINNER. *panicks*
hehehhe.
nahhh.

(: ilu* baby. i cant wait to see you!!

did i not say that God has a way of working shit out??