save me.

nth to blog abt.
besides the update that today is pants off friday.
no more pfe cos' a fellow medical student has sadly moved on with life.
):

i swearrr i have the worst luck with living.

oh yessss.
logic dear is coming back today frm bendigo.
DONT REALLY WANNA SEE HIM THIS WEEK.
things are getting a lil way outta my hand
and i wish i could rewind time
and NOT fuck tings up with the one i had and loved and was loved by.

and im sorry.

but other than that,
i'll be seeing J as well. aft lectures.
andddd hope we dont end up punched in a fight with each other.
i have literally 6 blueblacks (with utterly NO exaggeration)
on my leg frm having a fist fight with him.
ughhh.

we neverrrrrrrrrrrrr get along well. NEVER.

and maybe i was too hot tempered yday night
but I DROVE ALL THE FUCKING WAY DOWN TO HOPPER'S CROSSING
which is fucking far btw (almost the other end of melb)
jst to pick him up
and
he leaves in abt an hr (or less)
alllllllll the way back to hoppers,
JUST when i needed him most. thats a bitch yeahh?