irreparable.

doesnt anyone else make mistakes anymore?

i guess its not my part to be feeling so shitty
cos others wld prolly be WORSE.
but for the sake of my conscience thats eating me frm the inside,
i jst wanna say a small sorry.

sorry may nt be enough for someone like you.
someone who deserves EVRYTHING i have got to give.
someone who treats me A star with no other complaints.
i wish to say i DIDNT want it bad enough,
but i did and i wont lie to you.
it was a friday night- a typical one out in the city
at F four club.
and all 3 girls were vying for untold attention to be loved.
and maybe i am wrong,
but im honest abt it.
and i only wanted what i needed so badly months monthssssss back.
oh god,
dont punish me with guilt. its working.

and so,
im sorry.
forgive me again.
i made such a bad mistake.