loveless-.

I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOURE SAYING LIONEL.

pls tell me again what you mean.
write it in a letter.
your blog is driving me nuts.
i cant understand who or why youre putting urself up in a fix for-
forgiveness?
for what?
what did you do?
OHHHH WAIT. i might jst figure this out.

if the 'guilt, shame, regret' and all that is for her
as i am thinking right now,
then IM SORRY.
but i jst dont get why now.
why when im in the greatest shittt ever with random annoying guys.
(lemme mention, its not just 'GUY')

whatever the situation pls talk to me.
IM LOVELESS- not you dear.

incapable of loving or being loved.
thats my line rembr.

fina's bday bash was realllllly good.
MORE turnups than expected.
plus the ppl were funny.
tho my carpet is stained with candle wax and lotsaaaaa chocolate mousse.
and cigg smell and alcohol spews,
everything else was fine.
hah.

wasted night.
anddddd a new hot hottt eurasian (jap + czech) friend-
Sho.
OH MAN. to droll over and die for. wahhaha