De New Rach.

yes you heard me- NEW NEW NEW! (:

i had soo many bad dreams last night.
and knwing me- its always repetitive.
and of ppl i detest the most.
(yes j ure one of them)

i woke up in the middle of the night countless times.
and i realise- i sleep badly cos' i hv so many things on my mind.
things that are insignificant or wasted.
worries that do absolutely nth for me!
anyhowwwwwww,
you knw how i've been having random emo posts of mistakes/love lost/cheating/anger/disappointment/crying ETC.
well, it gets old- (so do i. haha)
and i figured, ive honestly had a hard, yet rewarding 19 yrs so far,
theres really nth to be sad abt.

when it comes to love,
okayyy, mayb i do have a shit life.
considering i got cheated like.... 8479547 times per partner. hahah.
but you knw,
God's been very fair.

most things i asked for, i got-
like Medicine.
like a beetle car (tho its got soo many dents. haha)
like meg or sarah jie or belly coming to melb.
like a pass for my osce + written exam
like my friends or even those who've died- im sure theyre happy now.

and tho i DIDNT get a good lovelife- one worth sharing w u,
but i have got an awesome daddy (who tinks he's james bond and nv fails to cheer me up when im in the pits)
and a perfect mommy (who flies to sg frm florida jst to see her youngest daughter! (: )
and a whole pack of baby sisters (who put "rachel jie" as the person they love in their english textbook)
and friends- countless yet sincere. bleeding from within with utmost love and concern. (who nv fail to cheer me up when i get really annoyed w certain med ppl.)

and of cos- my angel - megg. my bestie. my everything. my gu niang!!! (:
(no im nt les)
and tiff - my perth fren. haha. childhood buds fer life, girlfren! with belly n scully too. ilu*
and all those ive known and loved along the way- marilyn, lionel, IJians (both pri n sec), TAYLORS! (michelle n kris), n monash (allister ALEX ken rasha mark dil tim) and of cos- dmitri. (:

sigh.
see! told you right! God's fair. i got lovelyyyyyy friends but shit boyfriends.
aiya. nvm la.
at least now (i hope) my luck is changing for the better.
hopefully i'll be contented. anyhoww,
OFFICIALLY NO MORE EMO POSTS! (:
im the NEW rach! with only studying and friends/family on my mind.
nooooo worries or unnecessary missin' of PEOPLE *coughcough*

haha
EMONESS GONE! (: