ozy & Jolie's wedding- 171206

(all this is the wedding preparations at HOME)
//elicia and me.
//laura n me
//delia n me
//claudia n me

i came home at 12am after my cousin's wedding, feeling all sad.
cos' i was kept up all night, thinking that i'll never be able to have that kinda wedding-
so gorgeously organised, with so much effort and support.
and i can say that that was the 2nd most perfect wedding i've attended in my entire life.
maybe cos' he's my cuzzie and i like jolie lots!
buttt still- the 1st most perfect one was my stepmom n my daddy's wedd.
it was REALLLLY perfect- at ritz carlton with 200 tables or so.
and PERFECT food. and PERFECT entrances with perfect gowns.
but all that aside- ozy n jolie's one was just as memorable.
and i met all my mum's side relatives whom i have never seen in about 4 years mayb.
):

anddddddddddd i felt so happy to be there even tho they barely recognise me anymore.
i had to clarify with everyone that im not becky (my elder sis).tsktsk.

anyhooooooooow,
i knw chinese people have lotsa rituals before the groom can actually see the bride
but i like the idea that it was soooo worthwhile to do all that jst to see your wife-to-be.
and i'll never have that customs and i'll prolly never have such a bigggg wedding.
and if you knw me well,
my dream is to get married the year i graduate (or so).
that means... in 4 years!!!
teehee.(:

i dont want an expensive wedding-
but i want a reallyyyyy memorable one.
and i like pretty pretty gowns, and handsome suits.
and lil flower girls throwing crap in the church at us.
i want....