hmpfs.

got up early today (for once this hols)
to get to volkswagen service centre!
my car is falling apartttttttttttt!! ):

1. the left headlight is dodgy
2. the rear ashtray can close properly (trust me, i DIDNT use it)
3. my side panel needs some panelbeating!!

checked out at renvier st my panelbeating
and apparently its a serious job that is gonna cost a bomb.
and as always, i get myself into shit and so, i gotta get myself outta it.
DAMMIT! ):

ohhhhhh tmr- dim's collecting my pay for me! yay....
no more waitressing to fret over. erghhh the bad bad times. S:
ohhhhhh tmr at City Square, Melbourne- the Nativity display is out! from 10am onwards.
i recommend nightviewing. its better with all the lights and glowy stars. (:

oH YES!
i have to rant on and on about MR. W.T.
a person i feel utmost ashamed of.
who am i to judge but honestly?!?
you disgust a lot of me, incl me.
i have random ppl adding me on msn/friendster,
asking me if im the real rachelbinny blahblah.
HELLO?!?!?!?!?
hasnt anyone, seriously ANYONE, heard about privacy before??
its called human rights, mr tai.
and in case youre wondering how i found out, or how THEY found out,
lets say you didnt fool anyone but yourself.

you shld be downright ashamed that you stooped to such a low level to prove NOTHING.
yes, nth.
and i hope you learn frm this and find yourself a life.
your OWN one. without me in it.

but amidst this journey, ive met some nice nice ppl who really made a diff to my mood,thanks to mr tai #$%^&*()~
to joseph, junlong and dragox.
i guess you guys prolly wont read this, (i mean, why would you?)
but i hope you knw how glad i am to knw you didnt fall for his lies and disguise.
and im very thankful, esp to Dragox, for not dealing biz with him cos' you felt that you really wanted to deal with the Rach you knew 6 mths back.
thank you for that.
and to Junlong- i feel stupid cos' i feel like im talking to myself right now, but anyhowwww,
thanks for the decent chat with bits of compliments thrown ard here and there.
i appreciate the gestures and i guess with every ordeal comes a plus point! and youre that bonus!
a new friend.(:
the simplicity of a child, and the bliss upon finding a new friend!
(: (: (:

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh
my sickness is still here. its not planning to leave anytime soon i guess!
worse still- i got sore eyes too! ):
SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
can someone cure me pls?
I KNW. im fallible and dying. ): tsk.