im dyin too

i didnt go to the lib today.
i supposed nth will change.
):
the fact that my work is not even half completed
and im still not fast enuf,
is not gonna rid me of
1. depression.
2. anxiety disorder
3. hypomania (a side effect of my psychosis)

yes and now im suffering frm "medical student syndrome" (as quoted by Prashan)
i hope i never have to bring up my kids like this.
sigh*
the torture of memorising all the jargon. but on the bright side...
u'll feel smarter! andddd u can trick guys!
tsktsk

u can scare them with jargon
and mk them freak out and listen to whatever the "doctor binny"
says.
HEHE.
ok I WAS KIDDING OK.
(im nt that mean.... m i?)

(: as for now.
i need to resort to digital therapy- my TV! (:

hehe
im starving.
FUCK.