hurt.

it seems like it was yday
when i saw your face
you told me how proud you were
but i walked away
if only i knew what i know today.

i would hold you in my arms
i would take the pain away
thank you for all youve done
forgive all your mistakes
theres nth i wldnt do
to hear your voice again.
sometimes i wanna call you
but i know you wont be there.

im sorry for blamin you
for everything i couldnt do
and ive hurt myself
by hurting you.

somedays i feel broken inside
but i wont admit
sometimes i just wanna hide
cos its you i miss.
and its so hard to say goodbye
when it comes to this

wont you tell me i was wrong
will you help me understand
are you looking down upon me
are you proud of who i am

Christina Aguilera's Hurt.
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i wish i cld tell v just how much im dying inside.
with all the guilt of being a hypocrite
that i once abhored.

and every day that i go thru without you,
i think dm wouldve noticed,
how much i cant do without.
and right now, dm just left my place.
had a teenie weenie bicker- he felt i was mean.
i said somethings i shldnt.
and i KNOW i really shldnt.
but i wish he was more like...
well... everyone he's not- like v or even j.

its cos' its over
that i want it so badly.
right??
and a tinge of jealousy fills me inside-
for what i cannot have.
everyone ard me has what they want.
or almost all.
and they cant complain-
cos' they have the best of alll werlds.
and me,
left with the remorse of a failed tactile to be there for EVERYone.
and im left with nth to fend.
nth to fight for.

yeahhh i got dm.
big whoop. he gives in too much
too easily.
gets me what i need.
feeds me, works with me, TRIES for me.
but it comes to a point,
where i want smth. not need.
he tries so hard to be there all the time.
in fact he tries wayyy too hard.
he feels he needs to be there.
well technically he shld be.
but im jst yet another one of those girls-
unimpressed by delivery.
more of style, humour and effort.
plain, harmless, getting-nowhere-effort. S:

and now i know, vik,
i hurt myself. by hurting you.