-untitled-

ohhhh went chaddy yday to shop
dint get what i initially wanted.
but fuck that anyway.
had fun.
thanks ansh and dilini! (: my dearrrrrs.

ohhh
i got to the point of self-evaluation.
and realise what a bitch ive been to rus.
):
well..
not technically a bitch.
but stil one. (go figure)
and im openly taking the blame for everything that didnt go right.
last yr, (i knw... reminiscing is bad)
-i shldnt have met kobe so much
-i shldnt have made frens with literally, the whole taylors
-i shld have been there for all your sport matches.( hey i was there 99% of the time ok!)
-i shld have. i shldnt have. etc.
yupp.
so im sorry. -innocent eyes-
ohhh right! and i shldnt have used those eyes on you.
whoooopsie.

why i suddenly talked bout that, you ask?
well. lets put it this way- dreams of self-actualisation.
its not helping.

to tiffie my love:::
dearieeeeee. it really hurts to see some1 as gorgeous as yourself,
be torn down to the bare.
let tam be.
its just a phase she's gg thru. and well,
as her family (even myself),
we can only support her despite what she does
and not try to change her.
rembR? you'll always have me for life (: mwahhhs ilu!*
and to cheer you up,
i got you tops!!! (: heh. not too nice lah but now we BOTH have the same top "sugar".
(: mwahhhs*

me n tiffie officially have our own forte-
tactlessness.
heh. its hard to explain.
we're BOTH the same. identical. photocopied (you get my point)
hah. and my personal forte is... crying!
(tiffie YOU acknowledged this ok)
heh. everyone does that. but only few (shamingly, like myself)
have style.
hahahaaaaaaaaaaaa. (: =winks=

okok. i better get my arse to sch lib! SEE! im gg to a lib on a freaking sunday
(so much for the sabbath day of rest)
heh.
i cant cant cant wait for wed to be over.
thenn... thursday- let me go home.
NOW im hooked onto Michael buble's Home.
ONCE AGAIN. roar~!
to all sporeans: i wont be gg to the ski trip.
im sorry but ive got valid personal reasons.
im glad theres josh to be as excited and 'grateful' bout this (to jeff)
and i hope you guys have fun! sorrry once again.
(btw j, I AM GRATEFUL. but that doesnt change my reasons nt to go.)
it wld be a blast!, wldnt it?

im feeeling much better compared to before.
buttttttttttttttt my face has a massive breakout.
i look like the moon. and my body exploded that day.
thanks to fastfood and 2minute noodles.
now im a potatoish moon. sighhhh*
now i dont feel like gg home. POUT!

-dashes off to lib