updating my world.

whoooopsie.
i havent updated in ... about one week??
oh well...

got my BEETLE MIAMI baby!!
i love it.
deep salsa red-
just like the dance i always loved.
(:
anddddddd ive been driving it practically EVERYWHERE,
til my petrol has gone down HALF a tank.
in 2 freaking days.
WOW.
why arent i surprised.

at dilini's place now.
update update.

anzac day- watched Scary Movie 4
F(*&^%$#$%^&* good showwwwww.
loved ittttt.
pple pls watch it (:
anyways,
just found out that exams end on the 7th June.
sooooooo means i wil prolly go home ASAP then! (((((((:
collected the car on wednesday.
thennnnnn yday (thurs),
went to watch the med movie "water".

basically,
its bout inequality towards widows in India.
did you knw that there are over 34 million of them there??
that's like....
TOO much.
period.

hahaha. anyways, nwadays,
whenever something makes me feel sick or sad or anything NON-productive,
i just laugh about it.
to no offence of cos.
i just do.

todayyyyyy,
after school (PCL) which was really f*cking early,
dilini, ken and i went to chaddy to walk ard for a bit.
and SHOPPED.
yes,
to counter the BAD BAD BAD week ive had,
(or more like month, or year)
i had RETAIL therapy!!
yesyes
got 4 tops and a pair of shoes.
pretty pretty.
now its officially secretless btwn us 3.
hahah we all knw EVERYTHING there is to know.
and mannnnnnnn was it good.
(:
-winks.

i had 3 fucking jabs today for my follow-up immunisation.
damn did it fucking hurt.
ohwell.
oh oh oh...
did i tell you,
i nearly got into accidents on the road,
cos i was REALLY distracted while driving.
not that it was a good-enough reason to reckless drive.
but it was sooooooo bad
i swear im nt stepping outta the house without my guards up,
and a clear mind.
-nod nod.

i hate you, but i love you
and i cant stop thinking of you
its true
im stuck on you

yes i really am.
and its driving me bananas.
i see you,
mr egoistic fucker,
apologize to everyone else about every lil thing,
but you cant even take a look at me now.
not that i expect you to,
but i'd appreciate a lil acknowledgement,
after every fuck you put me thru.
and the best thing is,
you KNOW im almost dead.
just sitting ard,
thinkn bout it,
and wondering wtf youre up to lately.
you KNW what ive been trying for.
and yet,
you undermine my existance.
dont turn my words back against me.
you knw its mine.
so pls dont turn ard,
with your back agst me,
telling me i shld let go.

cos NEWS FLASH!!
im the one who 'll be walking away.
watch me