done with work.

you realise that ive been bloggin perpetually these days,
with at least 3 entries per day.
-how ironic.
its not as if i dont alr have enough work to catch up on.

and i decided to STOP all inflow of workload from now till exams.
prioritisingly,
cos i gotta get rest so tmr is cleaning day for me.
gotta get all the ciggies and dirt outta the window.
daddy wouldnt be pleased.
-shakes head.

as for my work,
SOMEONE pls ask me abt G proteins complex
and cell comm.
and all that #$%^&*()(*&^ sh*T!
I AM SOOOO ON right now.
(:

im so excited for my pap's arrival.
trivially,
cos im getting a car! (: yay.
and more significantly,
cos i get to spend the last few lingering moments of this easter break with the both of them.
how sweeeeeet is that ?!
-blushes.

im gonna die for the exam on friday.
3 full hrs of shit in the mind.
i hope i dont fail.
daddy REALLY wouldnt be pleased.
-uh uh.

as for you..
im speechless.
cos everytime i try to tell you how much you do mean to me,
i lose track of my thots
and it all falls apart.
and everytime i try to show you how dear you are to me,
i let pride or ego or retarded actions get the better of me,
and you'd break my heart.

so PFE night on the coming friday
will be the last straw for us.
or at least,
me.
im gonna party like its the last.
im gonna drink like its the sweetest thing.
im gonna dance like im nt saving the last dance for you.
and im gonna have fun,
jst the way you like to.
cos as much as your selfishness has kept me tamed,
i figured,
im not yours anymore.