walk with me.

this is the first time ive wept buckets.
and i never want to meet Ms.death again.
=S

this week is pathetic.
ive lost a couple of ppl i love the most
and im confused.
all cos of men.
sometimes i wonder if turning les would alter the way i face men.
i really question.

i hate this week.
except for yday.
me lionel chris (cuz's bf) went to JB to shop ard.
we were stuck in a freak jam for HOURS.
and after that, to avoid the jam,
we went Hidden Garden to drink.
hahahahhaha.
we were a lil HIGH at first but then it wore off.
thank GOD.
and we talked, literally, about everythingggggg in our hearts,
in our minds.
and it didnt help that MR perfect-capricorns (all of us are)
have similar characters.
so when we start a conversation,...
it was heaty.
so our conclusion...
in a group of capricorns...
ONE has to give in.
which is pretty major for us caps,
but face it. =)

welll all i wanna shout out to chris....:::
hey dearest.
sorry i had my doubts abt you.
but guess what,
you're the only one i'll let my cuzzie danielle hang with.
cos you're a jewel
and we both know it.
thanks for takin care of my cousin.
goodjob at it! (except, WHY IS SHE SO SKINNY????)
heheehhehe
tkcr dude. peaceout*
loveeeya both to bits.

as for lionel...:::
DUDE you ar....
NOT HINTING WHat!!!
in an attempt to 'convert' chris' ideas,
you've converted me! gosh*
you sinister !!! =)
and thanks for the sweet sweet comments and assurance you've given me,
i appreciate it.
as for US,
lets wait 5 yrs and see what happens after that...
we always had a on-off kinda life tog,
and somehow...
nana's wish is... YOU KNOW WHAT.
so pls play along. and hopefully that becomes as close as we get to us.

to AHEMAHEM, her sis, and the latest edition.
i wanna say how much i miss you guys since you've gone.
i wish you back
but i know thats not even possible with a miracle.
my daddy said 'life is what you make outta it'.
but what if life is gone?
then what? ...
i know we shared the world.
and theres only 3 left of our group.
but it doesnt matter.
cos its gonna be alright.
stay with me here.
:)
i'll be praying for you guys.
and ultimately,
we'll meet one day. I KNOW we will.
tho, its gonna take me another 50 yrs or more till i DO meet you,
but i know its never too early
and never too late eh? =)
all i can sing for you is "Thank God i Found You"
and for all the moments we shared and lost,
we 6 were the talk of the town cos we loved each other so unconditionally,
and theres no greater being than love.
=)