im nt supposed to be.

`` im nt supposed to be``

nt suppsed to be here.
nt suppsed to love you.
nt suppsed to watch you sleep.
(even if i love you)
nt suppsed to do this.
nt suppsed to miss you.
nt suppsed to call you
(even if i need you)

im nt suppsed to be here.
nt suppsed to try.
im nt suppsed to stay here.
(even if i cry)


my own poem. ok ok.
more like a reminisce.
a sudden urge to say it.
ya noe?
sometimes at nite.
or even while ure alone.
u jst wanna say smth out.
even if it dun rhyme.
u jst wanna say smth.
SMTH.
=/
today i woke at 3pm.
WOW.
wads newwwww.
so...
im gonna study the wholeeeeee day today.
wheeee.
pray fer me pls.
i reallie need this.