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omg omg omg. lifes sucha b*tch i tell u!! just when i tot im sooo over u, n im currently trying my best ever to, i c u. n u c me. SIGHS. what a coincidence, isnt it? never took u so long to realise its abt time i'd move on. im trying ok! ='( my gosh. i will give youu ANY amt of care, concern, love, joy n happiness. i will give youu my world. everytink. only if youu'd listen to me. fer once. im waiting n praying faithfully tat u wil come to my party. cos if youu dunt, it'll just confirm my sanity abt youu. sighs. i reALLy reALLy reALLy wanna c u now. oh crap. been reading linn's blog. n it hurts. been bleeding sad bout everytink tats going ard her. she seems so sad bout life. its sucks. n im feeling exactly the way she felt now. the sick feeling of loving someone n everitinks seem messed. GGRRRrs. k dear, now i c ur shite. n it reallieee gets scRewed when ure further away fr the person. yes YoUuuu. grrs. shittt. gonna meet bel n scully fer supper at ameen. been bored n i need a life. pls. uh. k gtg peeps. ciao. n yea, miss me. pls. =)