you can never ever even start to comprehend the pain and immense sorrow one feels to lose your own child before your own life.

and so, my crappy emo self and useless rantings aside, i want to dedicate my heart and thoughts and alllll my misbeliefs to Charles S Jr and Charles S.
God has a heart bigger and greater than you can understand right now.
but He will carry you.

this is not about letting go.
its about the simplest notion you could possibly allow.
its about trusting the greatest, yet single most humble, person you have left- (besides my mummy!) God.

and he will carry you.