now i knw fully what love is.what an engagement is. and what it feels like to be in a commited, long-distance rship.

its not about TOTAL disconnection from other male frens etc etc
cos temptation is inevitable. its a part of life and distractions.
you will ALWAYS meet temptations and sometimes, u become part of it.
buttttt the impt part is to accept that
and chose otherwise.

and i did that yday.
i met J the ex-nieghbour/bf who cheated on me with his FIANCE. anyways
in short
i broke out of that loop
and yday i was tipsy on wine
and encountered my worst nightmare- HIM.
and honestly, i COULDVE done sth wrong
but i didnt.

i chose not to.
for once, im happy when i wake up
and for you bb- HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DARLING.
i chose u. u chose me. and thats all that we need. for now.(: