never will.

havent blogged for a reason.

and today on,
i'll blog at a minimum.
to reduce queries about my life
and keep smths close to the heart, well, close to MY heart.

but for a summary,
for those worryingly msging me over the past week
on my 'disappearance' or avoidance,
heres a dip.
(AND NO ASKING ME ANYTHINGGGGGG outside this entry.)

after 2 full days, 3 ops
and a lot of GAs, tears, nausea or vomitting, and everything else,
its ok.

IM not ok.
but everything else is.
and i will be soon.

the scars are all healing
but my heart never will.