stripped of all dignity.

my life.

in one split second,
i felt like everythinggggggggggg i believed in and lived for was taken away from me.
like what i wanted or felt didnt mean a thanggg anymore.

and i wana scream today,
i was heating up inside...
BOILING inside.
with nowhere to turn.

and every chance i had to hide in an enclosed room,
i would lock myself in
and wish i could disappear.
we could disappear.

me and you delilah.

i felt so misunderstood.
so heartless.
i felt so fake.
so used.
alot of things i want to say but i cant cos' this blog isnt that private anymore.

and i wish i could jst move.
away from everyone.
from family or friends.
from uni or even spore.
from disapproving faces and ashamed conscience.
that is, if i still got one left.

God forgive me.
i didnt ask for this.

and i didnt think you'll help me this time
since its agst your will.
but i'm in a pit
with nowhere else to go.

forgive me.
and her.
she's just an angel.
my angel.

oh god.

what else can go wrong today.