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today started off shitty and ended lovelyyyyyyy (:

lets start with yday shall we??

ok.
TRIVIA NIGHT at Uni from 7-12am doesnt seem very appealing,
does it?
well youre right.
it wasnt.
buttttttttt the fun part of it (apart frm the actual trivia)
was the dressing up!
sam wore vik's curry stuff (pics will be posted up when received from SAMMMMMMMM *HINT*)
and i wore hyacinta's curry dress! (sari of cos.)
(:

yes.
anddddddd it was uncomfy- purely cos i tied a fucking sari MYSELF with minimal help and hence, it kept threatening my privacy by slipping an inch too low on my hips. heh.
wellllllllllll
but it was nice.
now i thank god i have no curry heritage.
(((((((((((((((((((((((:

anywayyyyys
our table was pretty shitty at trivia.
but it was soooooooooo fun
guessing stupid qns
esp the music ones like 'finish this lyrics' kind
and random qns we had NO IDEA existed.
oh wells.
FUN FUN.
very fun esp when raq was on our table!! (:
hes by far the funniest curry i knw.
and i tell you,
whats life without raq.
..........
exactly...

(:

anywayssssssss
sam was nice to me. esp nice.
cos i didnt feel like being close (Cos i felt utterly SICK seeing certain pple there. *coughDcough*)
two Ds actually. HAH.
go figure.
andddd he still didnt get mad or chuck a fit at me.
good boy sam (:
thats why i lurveeeeeeeee you babbbbbbbeh. (:

anywayyyyys
the sweetest thing frm sam was today.
i had to wake it bloody early for fucking hpkm project surveying in the city.
anddd so,
i left sam to slp while i dragged my arse out of bed to 'work' technically on a sat morning.
bad start? YES.
esp frm the longgggggg trivia night the previous day.
enough ranted,
back to my story.
(:

so i left w the grp to do our thing.
anddddddddddd baby the cutesy pie,
got up,
vacuumed and cleaned my room all neat
and PACKED.
even my desk which i havent used for a year plus cos' its been too full of shit.
and then he cleared the pile of shit clothes on the floor
and got all the hair and what not on the floor cleaned up!
anddddddddd the bed neatly done of cos.
AND AND AND he bought me lilies & chocs! (my favssssss of cos!)
andddddd he bought paper.
to many, this may seem trivial,
but this need for paper has compromised my studying habits
and note-taking,
purely cos' its too heavy to be carried ard without a car before,
and cos ive been too fuckin lazy to get it. heh.
andddddd all this,
he lay them on my NEAT bed
and left a note of love. (:

everything seems in order in my life (LITERALLY and PHYSICALLY. haha)
and i cant complain much.
of cos,
certain personal situations need to be sorted out asap
before i make the biggest mistake of my life.
but other than that,
HAH im good.

aft a long day standing ard,
beggin ppl to do our five min surveys
crucial for our degree (ok NOT that crucial) but anyways.
and getting rejected the most no. of times in ONE DAY
hahhahaha,
you'll feel a slight pinch of disappointment
and utter exhaustion.
and you'll never comprehend why lifes jst so shitty at times.
but then you retreat to a warm touch of cleanliness and in-place kinda mood.
to flowers of your liking which you've missed for quite some time from other non-deserving bfs,
to chocs you nv bought for so long cos the thought of it reminded you of either valentines day or christmas,
to things you need badly but nv had the time to get it and now youve got it right before you with no effort attempted.

you'll know you've been loved.

sam angel,
you've been the only reason this time in my life why i can smile to myself in my sillyness when im alone, studying or resting.
angry or sad.
i will still smile in knowledge that you're thinkin of me more than i can imagine.
and for the things you do
even the littlest ones,
sometimes i wonder how i could ever get by with just so little of you.
and each morning,
when i awake to your sms or call or picture on my cellphone,
i cannot help thinkin
god im so lucky.
how cld i for one second, or split second,
everrrrrrrrrrrrr think that i could never live without him.
(you knw who. but you shld also knw how glad i am that im not with him right now.)

you're irreplaceable baby.