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omgggggggggg.

you'll never understand why some pple are the way they simply are.
friendster whoring opens up new doors to enlightenment.
probably new doors that will never improve your impression of certain pple.

wht will you tink of someone if theyre ONE girl out of 44 boys.
and wht if in every pic, a girl's hugging a different guy.
(in hugging i mean HUGGGGGGGGING)
and wht does it tell you abt them when they walk past you utterly oblivious to you, like you never met before?

i dont think i rembr one IJ girl who came to my 17th party that rembrs when it was.
(of cos meg does) heh.
or a single Churchie that made an effort to find me on xmas eve mass 06 to say a simple one liner 'merry christmas'.
sometimes
i get tired jst watching friends (or whatever they call themselves) turn into strangers.
and when the ij bunch in melb meet up and chat,
all we do is bitch abt those 'friends' we wish we never had.
you'll never hear us say 'oooh! we're so close now. closer than ever. she even writes me blah blah blah'. cos the truth is,
NO ONE WROTE.

and when we reminisce over a good smoke at the Bogarts' tobacco cafe (hurhur) and talk abt what we've accomplished,
we never fail to mention "i want kids! ohh a nice romantic wedding by the beach" or smth along those lines.
but we neverrrrrrrrrr mention the 'bestfriends' we thought we cld never get married w/out them beside us, well,... 4 years ago.

im nt upset.
and maybe its my emo hits of the week.
but im looking thru blogs, and friendsters, and facebooks and what nottttttttttt.
i even looked at neoprints we took yearrrrrrrrrrs ago in my diary (of IJ days ok. not anymore!)
and i have neos with words like "sisters for life" or " forever besties" or "mwahhhs" or even "ilu" (you knw... the typical ILU mnemonic we used to use in IJ for fucksake?)
and now, i can bet you my bottom dollar that if i saw them walk past me right now,
those same ppl wld be totallyyyyyyy blinded by their lack of friendshippy thingo to even say hi or how are you.

ask me agn why im suddenly so annoyed TODAY.
jst suddenly.

well,
cos' i won that bet.

where is the love.
the IJ spirit- i even rembr the song and hw off-key we were before.
but No,
apparently it DOESNT live on, does it?