you gave me a reason for standing s.t.i.l.l.

you wouldnt think that coming home to spore
would be less of an excitement than staying home in melb.
.....
and i tot,
if not for my sisterssssssss, nana, meggie, mei, my churchies, lionel, qirong,sajon, and all others i really miss,
i wouldnt even be home right now.
i would be in melb with dilini, ansh, and all the others like alex and zimbo!
i would be cleaning up my hse,
doing pretty much nth.
oh watching opera maybe.
and SIMPSONS.
and collecting my car to drive ard the town.
i would be studying (hurhur)
i .... it WOULD HAVE been perfect.

but there'll always be meg and all those i NEED to see.
need overrides want.
and i knw i need to be here.
so here i am, ranting on random things,
listening to cheena songs,
feeling like f*ck.
had a late night. nw im shit tired.
and still have church later. sighhh
havent met anthony yet.
or qr.
or cyril.
OR MY COUSINS i loveeeeeeee so much.
gosh.

if any one of you tink that ive gained an exceptional amt of weight-
let me rectify
that ive quit faggin.
so this massive weight gain is called 'withdrawal symptoms' OKAY.
hahahahahahah -smirks-

wala wala's atmosphere has died dw.
not like how i rembrd it.
i havent been to newton yet
sigh*****double sigh********************
what the f*ck is wrong with me.
im so moody-
PM-f*cking-S.
erghhh i need a fag.
NOW.