close ur eyes.

-=i just wanna get thru med=-

i noe wad i say nw cant exomerate me
from all der blame n crudeness ive done today.
but im reallie truly sorrie...

to mrs.sparks(mufy co-ord)::: i never meant to shout at u.
or even say rude comments. but wad ure asking me to do is too much.
its like telling, i cant mk it.
animore.
isit true? or r u using reverse psychology on me?
whyyyyyy?
hv i nt tried? nt hard enuf?
i'll try over n over again.
pls let me hv a chance at smiling again.
YOU told me u loved when i smiled.
but ure taking this ONE chance from me.
hw can i everrrr smile everrrrr agaiN?
pls. this i beg of u
=(

to mrs harut:: sorrrrrrrrrry. reallie sorry -bows-
u noe im never like this.
but the test got me agitated n all.
this test determined my failure.
PLS lemme try again.

to everyone else: (esp kris, michelle, E, Chicken)
IM VERY Sorrie. i realie nv meant to vent anger on u all.
im just sad.
u wont understand the agony of disappointin a father
hu did everythink in this world fer me.
stinged. worked. SO MUCH. fer me.
i guess im nt used to doing so badly. worse than anione.
im sorrie.