with the hands of time,
i shall unwind.
never look back.
memories stay in my mind.
im far from him
no excuse.
i shall be patient.
ive been used.
then, i perceive.
should i wait?
im erasing the moments
you create.
changing the present,
reliving the past.
faded figures i shan't rembr,
but his will last.
obligation-
i cannot refuse.
love- all so unreal.
i am truly amused.
with each breath,
i shall admit.
his love is one
you can never beat.
obsession-
i have to give in.
love- only pain.
i have sinned.
broken shield,
wounded blood.
children all dying,
deaths from flood.
i shall confess.
my loneliness.
seeing only pain.
i'm dying all over again.
i searched for faith,
in the forest and sea.
but lost was my sight,
for the blind one was me.
i shall let you go,
i promise to.
i wont insist on holding.
for i love you so.
but you were worthwhile,
i just wanted a smile.
and i need you still.
for you, i will.