will i leave youu? ='(

**i dunt want the world to c me. cos i dunt tink they'l understand. when everytinks meant to be broken. i just wan [youuu] to noe hu i am** just chatting wif nicholas. sighss. finallie... i realise the truth of everyone. i noe wad they're tinking when i say i want to leave. shhhh. tell NO ONE else pls. thk u very much. i just got the registration form fer aussie. i got acceptedin med course! my gosh* my prayer is answered. begs**. BUTT... now tat ive talked to nicky, im getting worried bout going. its 7 yrs leh. cost almost a million in total. n im getting worried. again. haiis. how to leave now when i want to be here fer so many ppl i really love? sighss. i woke up today wif 14 msgs from the camp pple. they dunt stop msging! n the main ting is this... they're al different ppl n so sweeeeet still. n i just knew them like 3 days ago n they're alr so sweet! al telling me stuff like miss u, love u, etc etc. how i love them so... ='( sobs. better stop reading them... its getting me more hesitant to go. no rachel. go. sighss anyway, just want the world to noe i miss u guys! (i hv a reason fer tis) n i really love u all. alots alots. n also..im gg to meet gerd they all now. sighss. miss me pple. but nt toomuch.. hehe :) byeeeee