slimmmmmmming=faiL

went gym. im getting fatter, farkk. so pissed.

aniwae, stuck at home again. sighss. nth much to do without my atm card. still hvnt gotten it yet. so yeahs, my mum offered to pay fer my prom hairdo n mk up. but NO. i tink its stoopid *no offence* to do it professionally. im only gonna do it fer my frens like jess n carol. i mean, OK, u wanna look pretty n all or presentable, but LOok, this is a sentimental event. its meant to b warm n close-to-the-hearts, nt some modelling show. getting professional help is common, but wAiT, wats the use of all this dress up stuff? for a nite of promqueen fame? pls. no one will rembr u as the prettiest gerl ard. n bsides, u shldnt b wanting them to rembr u fer that rite? true beauty shld come from within. if ure remembered fer ur looks, its superficial, but if ure remembered fer how uve touched pple's lives, den gd fer u, ure one of the few remembered fer a gd cause.

sorrie. nt meant to offend anione. just feel like if i did the mk up n all wif profession help, i wld b rembr fer the wrong reasons. n i'll leave the ballroom emptyhanded, wif no memories worth keeping. so sec life has been quite a challenge wif enemies n oso frens, but at least im trying to mk peace wif pple i love. tho its difficult, im trying at least. wldnt wanna leave this place worried that someone is scheming an assault back home in spore ritE? haha. so yupps.. just a note::: mk peace wif those who hate u n u'll b rewarded. whether that person accepts the apology or not is nt impt. it only matters tt uve done ur part n God is waiting to embrace u wif the love u deserve.rite? so live life the rite way! we're all gg separate ways, we ct b hating each other fer ever, riTE? so nic n all, i noe ure nt reading this, but i nv hated u at all, so im sorrie, wish ud hear me. n tis. sorrie aiightx? ='(