*tears in heaven*

//IM SO DAMN F*CKIN' PISSED//
yes i m!!! -tears- i dunt like youuuu, biatch okay! i wasted half my life just tolerating youuu. argh. k im nt angry actuallie, cos im sad. IM SAD, you hear me?, thx to youuu. msged me a whole lotta crap! i dunt wanna hear it.grrrrrrr. shit. i need meaghan. ='( i just dunt c y ure litat. which part of my reply do u nt get? i dunt understand really... how we ended up litat. sorry im nt hu u tot i was. mayb bcos i cant be who im not. go look fer someone else. someone u can mould the perfectt gurl into.

this is it mann. f*ckking sad now. Os is in abt 24hrs time n im worrying bout u. n how ure doing. shittt. F*CK! y m i bothering bout u when we just argued a whole lot? cos im nice~. UUUUH--- if i hv a knife, i'll carve out my pain on my skinn. if i hv a rope, i'll hang my sufferings away with every breath i lose, but i only hv a rosary, so i'll pray God'll tk my tears away as he protects u. F*CKK. i m startin to talk crap. hu ever said stress improves lives? UH i beg to differ. after reading yourr blog, i'll feel guilty of wad have been b4, but deres nth i can do if ure so adamant abt this whole issue. so this entry is especially fer youuu. i noe im unreasonable, but its only bcos i tried to accomodate u n i learnt its wasted wif time. n fer al the tings uve done fer me, i thank u. but i juz realised my tears hv dried from crying n trying endlessly all i can. so once again, thank u. hope u c tat love's nt wad u want it to be, but instead, wad two pple should be to bring out the best in each other. haii, smiling is nt my forte.*break free*

[[would u noe my name? if i saw u in heaven.
i must be strong n carry on,
cos i noe i dunt belong here in heaven.]]