still... dunt.

yepps. its a saturday nite. returned home from studying at KAP den watched a movie at lot 1- THE InCReDiBLeS/darn good sia. oh yeahs, it was good. -yummy- but sinful. so we stardied again at lot 1 macs. damn been at macs since forever man. yucks-

haha. well, been relatively fun tryin to stardie. considering i hv a bunch of nonsensical, constant loggerheads, bleeding shits frens!! wldnt say its a bad ting, they rawk total absolute subby. wahah. yawn* xavier sucks. nahh. he's nice. but he still sucks. just learnt tt he's got total gentlemanly qlties. darn sweet! helped me in the rain. n he taught foster how to chase a gal rite. i was like WHOAAAAA. rawk on my prince! haha. well, tat's his nickkie. n leonard has hidden from us all a deep dark secret. -chuckles- if nt to give him face, i'd announce it over the webbie. nownow foster, no blushing.

convo btwn the 3 of us- i shall name it 'the misunderstooded'
me:: eh. wads the color of any indicator in alkali or acid.
xav:: (proving he din deserve a B fer chemistry) i noe. its colourless.
me:: oh. which one?
xav:: alkali.
me:: no. which indicator?
foster:: orange one.
me:: methyl orange?
xav:: (emphasising the words...) Screened methyl orange.
me:: wads the diff? same la.
foster:: no. its acidic
me:: wads acidic?
xav:: the phenolphthalein.
me:: wad?! tt's an indicator! its prolly even pinKK lah
xav:: (acting smart but nt quite getting my sarcasm) no its purple.
foster:: she was sarcastic.
xav:: oh so wads yellow?
me & foster:: (empathizing each other) HUH?
xav:: so wads the end pt?
me:: tt's the ting. u need a starting color.
xav:: methyl orange is orange(like i dint noe tt)
foster:: actually we dunt noe.
me:: ^-^"

u c... its nt tt im ego, but its stressful talking to SJI guys who just dunt get it. multitaskin is NOT their forte. stick to chasing gals at the Malcolm busstop la. ^_^"
sighs. i have a list of love songs i simplyyyy loveeee man. haha thx to xavier the smart arse.

ohh yeas. pple keep adding me on frenster. im laggin beeg time man. i anyhow accept accept. can die sia. deres this guy 'william' whose damnnnn hott man. den he added me. n he was NICE. haha den i saw his frenster. n it read... "my mel..." blAhblah. the usual 'ilubaby' msges to his gf n i thot to myself. wow. tat's a nice guy fer once. n he seemed to luv his gf soo much dat e thot of befrening him totally left mie mind. i cldnt cause any misunderstanding btwn them. rite?
n i bhind the pics of smiles n 'intended' bliss, i saw myself, falling hopelessly in luv wif some1 i can nEvEr keep. den i saw my reflection. i cldnt keep you. nt tt i din wanna. i cldnt.

shitttttt. off i go onto my lil tangents again. sssssshit. Lit is really getting to me man! freakkk. all you pple's fault. constantly bombarding me wif retarded stuffs. pouts- me=feeling horrible now!! seeing so many pple together like pairs n all.... even xavier's getting annoyed me n him r left out from the COUPLE section. wahhhaah. *bows in reverence:: Lord, i dunt wanna b alone again* kk. done my hourly prayer!! hhaha (yeaaaa) isit me or isit u just dunt see me?

its the hardest ting i ever haf to do

to look u in the eye n tell u i dunt love u

its the hardest ting i ever haf to lie

to show no emotion when u start to cry.