aint it.

i miss gerk.

received a letter frm him today
was waiting like... FOREVER to get it.
and i did.
and it put a smile on my face jst tinkin bout how im nt forgotten.

and im glad im going home to sg soon.
cos as much as i complain abt it
and totally dig melb more,
buttttt home's where the heart is,
and my lovelies are allll ther. (wellllll mostly)
hah.

i hate work.
i hate telemarketing.
all those ranting on about studying like a b*tch,
PLEASE consider those who have to study AND work everyday of the fucking week.
its not fun- even the pay cant account for the hours.
and i have to say-
those who jst have anatomy, physiology, pharmacology and what to study for the exam-
LUCKY YOU.
im still worried abt having sales to keep my job.

but then gerk's letta jst kinda mixes the emotions
and gets me hyped up to finish med2042 and get my arse back home.
and i get all emo wishin i didnt evn start med here so im nt separated frm my lovessss.
but its my dream.
and they always believed in me.

its funny you knw,
how one moment you feel like the luckiest piece of shit in the werld for friends like gerkkk
and then the next-
you're tryin to figure this life.

thats jst life
aint it.