wld it matter??

i think its wicked jst imagining the things i'd get to do when i get home on 15th dec
and i cant wait for sarah jie to come here to visit me next thursday.
:)
missing all in spore.
i wish i had changed everything bout what i chose in melbourne.
den maybe i wouldnt worry so much about B.
wells.
to come to think of it,
i wonder how weird me n belly came up with sucha nickname for him.
hmmms.
.........
started off with soyabean
then the chinese version of that drink...
then the idea that its consumed during the morning.
LOL
belly...
we got the weirdesttttt ideas.
:) love ya and missing you like crazeeeee love.

:l
last nite i think i was at de peak of my disappointmt when i realised youre not coming.
despite all the efforts,
all the intentions well meant
and the preparation and fixing of furniture so u'd have a gd stay,
i really wanted to see you.
just that way i rembrd u.
but... i guess it was wishful thinking to hope you'd come here.
wells..
i still love you mei, nonetheless.
and i'll def meet u in spore okie dearS?? :)
mwahhhhs*
sincerely yours girl.
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i think i melted to see your sms on my phone last nite.
to SINCERELY think you meant every word you sent.
and to still believe i'd see you FIRST at the airport.
i really hope you know that it doesnt tk me a whole year to just simply forget whatever we had.
and for what its worth,
thank you for trying to always cheer me up
even if its not intentionally.
but overall..
you stil did.
and i think you're lovely as it already is.
:)
lovelovelovelovelove.
you're one of the few reasons im dying to run home
now.
have i told you lately that i love you?
have i told you there's no one else above you??