happy birthday DAONI

HaPpY BiRtHdAy AnThoNy

heres my long speech fer u! :)
may u be blessed.
with guidance
love
patience
and a pretty hot babE! :)
hehee
( i know thats wad you want eh?)

back to a dull mood today.
:( bsides the fact tmr is
CHEMISTRY.
eeeks *faints
and mondayyyyy
is a sure sure killerrrrrr.
:(
amanda missed bio so
i went to get an MC at the doc.
andwe went to sch to gif e mc
n guess wad
(what?)
mrs sparks made her do
e exam TODAY.
ohmannn
she freaked out
shealmost cried.
(i tink she did actuallyyy...errrr)
ANYWAYYYYS
it was a catastrophy fer her
n i almost teared
seeingher in frantic
cus bio is like her forte
its HERS.
:'(
such a pity things have to end
THIS WAY.

:(
i had a dream
*sleeping whilst attempts to study*
yes.
i cld cry.
(again.)
akira(fersomefreakinretardedreason)
was doing math B test bside me
and he keptstaring at me
like i cld NEVER even tink passingthe paper
cus i (feranotherretardedreason)
cldnt open my paper to do it.
(mayb akira was special :S )
anywayyyyy
n whn i did open it,
i blankedout.
i totally knew how to do it.
cus it was actually sept mufy's paper.
and i attempted it b4!
but SOMEHOW
icldnt write anything.
and wheni turn to find akira,
he wasnt there.
n i realised,
he was nv dere!
cus itsJANmufy exams.
not sept mufy.
and THEN.....
i realise,
he was just dere to kinda scare/warn me.
its like i somehow.....
someeeeeeehow....
wanted him dere.

ya noe?
its weird.
how this phenomenon renders me

...... speechless.
a liloff tangent in mymind.
it raves me,
hw i wanna dream of someone.
and wheni do,
its a bad sign,
and i tink to maself at nite,
that mayb i shld b contented w wad iv got
and not look fer the harder tings.

i shld be happy with wad lot that i hv,
not be insatiable w wad little that i hold.