SHIT in da face x(

dunt mind my rudeness today. but im doubtin i ever understood the meaning of Life. ydae watched 'world without thieves' REALLLLy funny n nice!! wahah wif aaron dear of cos! haha that chink! =P. came home at 2 plus 3am. SIGHS. baobei din even msg me bout the midnite hike! heard kevie sweets had blisters n all. SIGHS. scully n baobei says im getting old sighing my life away. WAHH listening to jay chou's "fen lie". DAMNNN nice. my new song lisT! gonna sing it 24-7!!!wahaha ... *zhe shi jie mei fa jue, rang wo dai zhe ni li kai* (when this world hasnt noticed, let me take u away from this) WAH SEH. sooo sweet. any guy say tat to me can melt me le. HAHA ((dunt try)) LOLS. k. im here to blog bout how God's soooooo nice n fair tat he has let 2, not 1 but 2, precious gd frens of aaron pass away. im nt blaming god. no no no. i cant blame him. i mean.. he's God rite??? well, be one then. *fcuk* wish i cld stop aaron's pain n all. but i cant. all i can do is to b dere fer him,... NTH more. but it owaes leads to falling deeper into him. WHICH im nt plannig to *rachel. stop.* k. betta go meet scully nowwwww. we're going shopping 3rd day in a row! wheeeee. i love my honey bun sugar roll!!!